~The-Pirate-Fox

First off....College started for me since July 14th.
It snuck up so quick on me...I didn't have time to do really one thing for myself. I mean this ENTIRE time...I've left the house once to see family, and that threw my hw schedule off so much balance I pulled an allnighter to catch up.

I'm in an Art Institute, going for a Bachelors in Media Arts and Animation.
I guess I should say a bit about the college, first off...I'm more than glad to say 'NO FUCKING DRESSCODE!'
I mean I don't walk around like a 2-bit whore showing it all, but the dresscode for us didn't allow Headbands and hats. WTF is a Pirate WITHOUT A HEADBAND OR HAT?! Second...the classes pretty much rock, They're not EASY...oh hell no they ain't. The hw no matter the class requires 2 hours out of your time to do it. And they give you more than one assignment depending on the class so YOU do the math.

It is now the end of Week 5 for me and today was my last day of Midterm Exams. Since everyone was testing...few classes gave out hw.
My english composition class didn't so I decided to sit down...breathe and realise how much time has past since I really sat down and looked at DA...like look look, not just a quick peek before going to class or doing hw or sleeping.

And really I do an apology, mainly to all the Dutchman Lasses I know out there that always had my back and i tried holding theirs with my silly doodles. Even Pyro and Italy and Kuro, Kuro still has to deal with me. But...like Pyro said in her journal...it's ironic how once I escaped my mother...the rate we saw eachother didn't increase, and it'll be hard cause you're working and you're busy.

And I couldn't go to Italy's farewell party because my Uncle said 'it was an INSULT to him that I'd bring things on him last minute and he wouldn't take me until I learned to tell him ahead of time so he could 'think' on a 50-50 answer.
I can make up to ya Italy, I promises. This Livi won't fail on her word cause she failed to be at her party.

College Life - erm...well it's all morning classes so really...it's just waiting for my uncle to pick me up. Get home clean a little, and then crack down on hw 'till I can't breathe. There's a few friends I've met...
Really it's weird...because I don't like the idea of being close to someone unless I've known them for so long *GLOMPS PYRO AND BUNNY*

So...I think so far they've established - I'm a pirate, I'm crazy, I play my iPod too loud, and I can pull stubborn grouchiness for reasons they're not suppose to know cause it ain't their BUSINESS *cough*

There's a list I can name - Why a list? Cause i SAW THE DARK KNIGHT WITH THEM AT AN IMAX THEATRES AND IT WAS BOMB!...terrifying...like beyond terrifying but exciting and worth it all.

There's -

Dan: First guy I met in my class. From LVA and knows Bunny and Fuma XD, who doesn't know them though? Abstract and realism artist, very intelligent and good at perspective art. ALSO...(pyro's gonna love this) He pulls the PERFECT Heath Ledger as Joker. To the point I had a nightmare about it really. Not good Dan not good, but he's a generally awesome man. In Game Art and Design too, gamers are always fun...I seem to drawn to them for some reason.

Steve/Medri: *phew* I met this guy before school started, like at the Jump Start meeting. And he just walks up and says 'Hi I'm steven benedict'...like totally all business, wouldn't have known he wasn't if he didn't have a t-shirt. And he's a Graphic Designer but is the all around Character and Story plotter I am. His character's is one I'm FASCINATED with and greatly amused.
Steve's a pyscho too, born Jan. 4th so a Capricorn like me. He's got a cute girl, and he's thinking of her coming to visit him soon.
a TOTAL gamer as well, but a Die HARD nintendo man. He wouldn't touch Sony for a 1 million dollars. and he sold me a SHADOW plushie *squee* Right now I'm making/forcing him to do a comic in his world with a character of my own called 'et'
It was random at first, but it's slowly going into an actual story just for kicks. Good way to stir the manga up. A little coarse on the jokes and blunt, has moodiness like me, but IS AN AWESOME SPAR PARTNER! Kempo FIGHTER, still have bruises from Thursdays fight.

Cheetah- The voice master of all CHIBIS. She's cool as her feline name. I think I forgot her real name...but it started with a K. She's a Game and Art Designer, also a singer and song writer oh and did I mention she's good with Chibi voices.
She has a funny sound she makes me die of giggles when she does and starts bouncing to it.
A real intellegent kind of person - OH AND A VIOLINIST! *cheers* I can always learn or laugh from something with her...Unless she tickles me.
Then I'm screwed...it's just...nooo...NO TICKLES *runs*

Michelle - A die hard Lion King lover. With good reason because Lion King is a masterpiece, she's an experienced gamer (i'm the only one who ISN'T) Loves doing everythng different and lives on Sugar.
She takes two drops of Coffee with her Sugar and Cream.
But her coffee kicks starbuck's ASS!And has the cutest characters. Another free-walker and you can't compare her style to anything else cause it's so different.
A genius like Cheetah it's fun to just listen to the two cause they speak in a league beyond my own.

Ru - Well I've got hauntings for Highschool. Ru is the close friend of Hoshiko Kurosaki (My little Imoutou)And is engaged, just had her birthday Thursday so me being the vile cruel person I love to be Played my violin for her the school lobby.
She SAYS...she wants to learn the violin again, she didn't have Mrs. Smith or Mrs. Garman as Orchestra Teachers, so if she thinks I'll coddle her on it, that's a lie. *grins* this pirate don't sweet-talk, she takes music seriously.
A media art and animator. she's going to return to the Ai for Game art and design. I saw kudo's to her cause once I'm gone I AM GONE...least to Disneyland to play for their orchestra or work for a comic company. Hmmm to describe...well she's a......*grins* nah I'll keep it to myself

Ok so on with other issues, cause there are more.
(Audience - YOU'RE NOT DONE YET?) Heh nope...
*sighs* Ok, cause those who know me, I let them know me closely as DUMB as that is I know...I've gotten more vicious and suspecting of others if I don't know them well enough to be as open as before.

But uh...heh...I'm going my first ever Anime Convention hopefully this year. AnimeVegas! I'm hoping with all sincerity this would go as my first cosplays. and they're 2 game cosplays and 1 anime hopefully.


Tifa Lockhart - FFVII (game style NOT AC)Uh...working on my legs and fighting skills for her cause it's a short ass miniskirt that she wears. I just need an elbow pad and a tie that hold my hair right (and it has to be red...)
Really this was a back-up costume, but hey...she's a fist-fighter and so am I. why not?

Lulu - Final Fantasy as well...
Just look up lulu on DA, you'll see her. YES I'm intending to go as full on revealing as she is just cause I have friends for years telling me I have the boobs and pissy attitude to pull her off.
She's a tough one, in fact...so tough I'm MAKING her hair pieces...and I just found the material for her dress and fur thanks to Kurosaki. I'm hoping to order it this weekend with some convincing to my godparents. The belts uh...can you say 'Thrift and 99cents SHOPPING spree' ?
I don't mind, and if you look past that low cut fluff top, she's very pretty...I can only hope i can be just as pretty if I do this. I have an aunt I'm paying to help make the dress.
JUST NEED THE FLOWER FRILLS! Xb

Sophie (howls moving castle)/ Pirate - really I wanted to sneak in an anime one, but if not. BUCCANNEER SHALL STRIKE HER COLORS AT THE CON. I've always loved Sophie, before she was turned old because I was kinda like her, if you take away my constant aggression. According to others I'm unappreciative and unaware of what I have?...shortiness, bad mouth, good fists?


And I was hoping this year...I'd see Blackcross. Few know the tale of me and Virje Blackcross...only few ever will. But...*sighs* this no doubt why I loved Pirates so much...
You know how Davy Jones, waited...waited years for Calypso wanted NOTHING BUT HER - and on that day...she wasn't there?
I kinda had the same with him, and how he promised he'd be the one to save me from my mother's house.
And I'd fell for it...and a week before leaving...he said he needed time for himself.

That's why...I fell into love with Lil no doubt, I finally saw what she saw and found dreams were more than what reality was. Lil's still amazing, just cause her art and devotion to jones is something I've always wanted to give to a lover...

But he's back. I mean...I wasn't so open to the idea at first. Really...I was still miffed from Jose...why would I go into the whole process again?
...Well, I am...a few said, to not give up.
Pyro said, 'When you find the possible one...you never go wrong with them.'
Perhaps I'm counting my chickens before they hatch, but i changed from the naiive and depressed soul I was clinging to blackcross for help...I have changed I think.
And...I don't know if i've forgiven him yet, I don't know...because I remember him saying 'He'd never want to feel or bring anything close...cause it'd cause pain, and he even said at one point...if I said I wanted to leave, he wouldn't shed a tear'. Perhaps I didn't tell him well enough that it hurt far worse than anything...but I said to him even recently, 'I will never think of one life...and never depend on you, and always know I can live alone and without anyone.'
A brittle and unsafe thing to say so soon with us being together, but...I'm once bitten and forever unforgiving.
He wants to be the exception...we can only see.
But I still need help and advice from those I trust and know...you know who you are *grins*

He was going to AnimeVegas...but I got my hopes too selfishly high. His family just bought a home so really that threw our plans out the window, he's teling me to 'go with the flow' (his motto) I say 'dun worry it's ok' we're still different as Earth and Water.
So if I do go to Con still I haven't registered...cause I might do it at the door...Godparents might change their mind on letting me go randomly. And I'll probably be with Buns, Kuro, or just alone. Maybe alone...just cause I enjoy things at my own pace. Dunno, it's still on the backburner for me cause of college.

Ok...one more thing. ARTWORK FOR DA.
That's probably the only reason you're reading this.
Well...I can't get a scanner...there's some money issues my nina had so she TOOK...not asked TOOK $400 out of my account flat out. She said she'd pay me back (better...) So until then...I just might as well hope you don't mind crappy camera shots, I'm not as good as the others in it. But I'm learning the Tablet so...I can start there too.

I have ready -

Cerulean as Mermaid for Irish Spitfire
Gentle Kiss for Davysgurl
Passion for Kittyblues
Caught for Fallen-Devil-Yamiko
Hold me for ThePirateFox (hey that's me)
Colored Malice in Wonderland 3 for Pyro
Pictures for Dev. ID
PhotoManip for Cousin Eli
Eara touched by Calypso - for PirateFox

Other self-aimed works for myself as well

Working/Need to Work

Malice in Wonderland 4-end for Pyro
Characters for Desert Heat for Blackcross
Presents for Italy
B-day (hehe) for Davysgurl
Little vids for Davygurl, Kittyblues, Yamiko, IrishSpit, Vytina and manymore
Bloody Roar Comic (i'm gonna try again)
Pirate Costume for Medri
Mother Son scene for Jubo Sumi

HOMEWORK (cause it sucks and pwns all)

Ok, like I said I'm sorry I haven't been on, the excuse is lame I know, but I didn't wanna let you guys down.